TORMENTED

This is what I meant

When I said you were killing me

I'm tormented by my own insanity

Over you

I am so tired

Of hurting

Of crying

Of longing

Of this, trying that insists

Of waiting

Of aching

Of wanting

Of this need that persists

To have you deep inside

To be at your mercy

To plead with you to ride

As I'm whimpering out your name

Forgetting to breathe

Hoping you won’t leave

Of feeling like I have no other choice

Except to be scorched by your fire

Like a moth to a flame

Not being able to resist

The beauty hidden in death